Alright so welcome back!
Hospitals: I’m fine, I’m not dying, & I still hate hospitals or anything to do with hospitals.
Now on to a new subject:
WARNING: THIS IS A RANT ABOUT BOYS.
I’m just probably going to keep ranting until I feel as if its off my chest.
Sometimes I wonder…..about boys……nothing bad, just why they act the way they do.
I guess I should tell you this:
i categorize boys into 3 lists:
1) the sweet & caring
2) the annoying.
3) the stupid, mean, nasty jerks.
Now of course there are the in-betweens like, in-between sweet & annoying there would be the guy who can be playful and then another times controlling. Then in-between the annoying & jerk there would be the guy you had a crush on, but your friends don’t like. But of course in-between those are more things, that well I’m not going into. I’m pretty sure you get the point.
Well, as you all know I have a boyfriend (Russell) and I have an ex-boyfriend (the one I don’t speak of).
Well, hm…..let me start with the ex-boyfriend.
Just so you know he was the sometimes playful but most of the time controlling. Now at we aren’t dating, I kind of pity him…..I feel bad…
So last night after he did things that I (and Russell) didn’t like, I talked to him. Well, because I’m just sick of arguing and fighting back I just listened. Listening is good. The only time when It’s not good, is when you feel guilty. I don’t like when people are sad. I also have an issue with thinking everything is my fault. Well, he knows this. So afterwards I just looked at him, and then all I could say was I was sorry, because I didn’t mean to make him sad. I mean, when we broke up, he didn’t even fight back with me, all he said was “Okay whatever.”
Now what does this have to do with anything.
Well, because I felt bad I defended him. Which I really (come to think of it) shouldn’t have. But I did anyways.
Ugh. God sometimes I’d like to hit all boys up side the head and say, “Why? Why do you act the way you do?”
God….boys, just ugh!
I’m done ranting, but I’m not officially done talking about boys in a negative way.
Now the good part of everything that happened yesterday is: Russell cares! Now I already knew that, but I feel as if I need to share it with Greece, France, America, Canada, the Republic of Korea, United Kingdom, and Australia!
The down side of this: I’ve never had a guy care about that……it’s true.
Is that sad?
Okay well the truth is because I’ve never had a guy actually care, I really didn’t know how to take it.
I looked at my friend Cookme250 and was like, “why on earth would he care? It’s not news, it’s been going on for a while now. God…” Then she was all like, “tell him it’s my fault. He cares LIZZ because he’s your boyfriend duh.” Then I wanted to slap her for being right.
God….. I also feel as if….never mind….. I think I’m just not used to it yet….
That’s scary……really scary.
Somebody help me please….
Boys…..ugh……….but then again….nope, not saying it…..boys…….
Mags needs to calm down a bit…..she found out what happened last night and is taking to a little to personally & siding with Russell.
Sometimes I hate Team Russell.
By the way:
So when I’m stressed I get these massive headaches that don’t go away.
Well when I’m nervous I like to scratch at my arm.
Guess what! My arm is killing me!
Want to know why?
Well I’ll tell you why!
It’s killing me because I scratched it and it burned. That sucks.
I’m living though.
God sometimes I wonder about my own life.
Read the Odyssey backwards, even though it doesn’t make sense the regular way.
Do 30 cartwheels and fail each time.
Be yourself & don’t forget it